'Cause I haven't gone crazy yet

I think becoming a coach is going to be hilarious for the year or so that I’m doing it until I find the perfect female crew (I’d rather sail with a guy) and then when I have money and can start going to regattas in Europe and I have my 2016 Olympic Skiff boat (whatever it is) life will be wonderful and it really won’t be that difficult to get this Olympic campaign going since my mom has already plowed the way for me by doing it herself.

And now that I think about I’m really not worried about getting any of the jobs I want, because lets face it, I have more race experience than any other newbie coaches will in this area. 

I sound like a cocky bitch but I’m just really pissed off. I know once I have a consistent crew I’ll be good again, because like I’ve been told since I started skippering when I was 10, “Aurora you have a natural talent” well thanks coaches, maybe if you could find me someone consistent to sail with we could see how that works out. When I had Colleen for a month and really got to work with her, for even a month, we got two bullets at CORK International that year. But when I have a crew for a weekend that I’ve never sailed with, who’s never sailed a 29er, that I’m teaching things as we head to the race course? Obviously I’m going to do shit.

I still sound like a cocky bitch…. but I’m still really pissed off